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There's always another way
but it might not be obvious, especially to the addict. I'm not trying to get on a soapbox and start giving advice, just relaying my experience to those who are struggling with addictions. Like they say in AA, you never get over them, you just learn to manage them a little better. Once that happens it opens up a whole lot of possibilities that were not possible before. In the heavy part of my addictions, I had a couple of choices when it came to relationships. Be involved with another addict (which by the way does not go well) or lie to cover up the behavior. Either way, it's a slippery slope, and it goes down hill, NO EXCEPTIONS. It has taken me a life time to see the beauty in where I'm at now, as compared to where I was. In the relationships that I had where I choose to lie, I thought I got away with it, but many years later I found out, NOBODY gets away with it. That way of thinking required me to swallow "the seed of deception", which eventually grew into a huge tree, and on that tree were all of those people that I damaged by not being man enough to face the truth, so now I have to live with that. I would give anything to see some of my past loves and try to make it right, but it's not possible. There's one in particular that I'm thinking about, she was the love of my life, and I screwed up my life hers, I still have dreams about her 40 years later. Did I learn from this, you I did. It reminds me of the Donner Party stranded in the snow, starving to death and some choose to resort to cannibalism in order to save themselves, while others housewives seeking nsa Anderson Missouri 64831 did not. The ones who refrained fared better than those who fed their animal instinct to survive. I will never sustain myself at the expense of others again, NEVER. What have I learned and what do I see, plenty. It's a curse, when I look around I see those just like me way back when. It's a mixed bag of reactions I get from other addicts, but mostly fear. I try to reach out and help but addicts somehow know that Karma is coming down the at them, but still they will not quit until they bottom out. My heart reaches out to the family members and loved ones of addicts because they really need a lot of support and admiration for their unselfish conduct. I also want to say to them, do what you can and then turn it over to your higher power. I want to end by saying, everything will eventually be all right, and to use this as an opportunity to find their own in the midst of a chaotic life. The goal is to rise above it.
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